I am not really sure what day it is or even what time it is. In a way, this is a beautiful feeling. Like when your on vacation and you don’t wear a watch or look at the clock very often. You just enjoy what your doing and don’t have to be anywhere at any certain time.
That is how I am feeling. Like I am on some magical Christmas vacation. Christmas lights twinkle all over my house and the gingerbread candle is stirring up childhood memories. Snow seems to be hanging from every branch outside and it is placed just perfectly on all the Christmas garland stringing along the picket fence.
It is like time is now to be enjoyed, not worried about. The place in my heart that was being held for Henry is now filled. In the back of my mind there was always somebody still missing in our little family. No longer, he is home. I have a house filled with boys and I look forward to the many giggles and laughter that will fill it for years to come. All glory to God for this awesome gift of a completed family. All glory to God for making me a piece of the puzzle in His awesome family. All the years of fear and anxiety have been replaced with joy and praise. As I sit back and look at the puzzle, all the pieces make sense, all the pieces are forming the most beautiful picture. There are many more years yet to be placed in the puzzle but it is all becoming more clear and creating the most awesome masterpiece.
Henry slept for 4 hours straight! Such a good boy!
5 things- pumpkin bread, visit with a good friend, long naps, pizza rolls and Henry 😉